Inside This Coffin

Somewhat morbid song I wrote from the darker sides of my brain.

Yanked and stretched down this hole
Screaming bloody murder as it devours my soul
Blood pours from my needle cut eyes
The sky falls down as the fairy dies
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You keep me going
only reason I’m alive
So When the wind stops blowing
I don’t know if I’ll survive
The insects keep on growing
It turns me inside out
But I control it
You’ll never know
You’ll never fit
Inside this coffin
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The Blood you don’t see
How dead I may be
Scraping nails against a chalkboard
It laughs as my bones are ignored
these worms pull me down this godforsaken hole
I feel like I’m losing you to hot mistaken coal
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You keep me going
only reason I’m alive
So When the wind stops blowing
I don’t know if I’ll survive
The insects keep on growing
It tries to turn me inside out
But I control it
You’ll never know
You’ll never fit
Inside this coffin
…………………………………………………………………………………………
I can never tell you
How my face is turning blue
Like a Damned old leper
I am rotting piece to piece
Like a lie I have kept her
I am rotting piece to piece
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The Blood you don’t see
How dead I may be
Scraping nails against a chalkboard
It laughs as my bones are ignored
these worms pull me down this godforsaken hole
I feel like I’m losing you to hot mistaken coal
…………………………………………………………………………………………
You keep me going
only reason I’m alive
So When the wind stops blowing
I don’t know if I’ll survive
The insects keep on growing
It tries to turn me inside out
But I control it
You’ll never know
You’ll never fit
Inside this coffin
Inside this coffin
Inside this coffin
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Ah aah aah ah ah
Nails and stones they have crushed my soul
As the knife cuts deep
It helps with the creeps
The Smoke feels good
You wouldn’t have understood
The alcohol numbs
As it slowly hums
Hmmmmhhmmmhmmm
You won’t kill yourself tonight

Mama

Mama, why are you so cold?
Mama, why won’t you look at me?
The blood smeared across your head isn’t very attractive
Don’t you want to look nice?
It’s your anniversary
Are you celebrating it in hell with daddy?
Are you happy there?
It can’t be much worse from the hell you were already in
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Mama, why didn’t you say goodbye?
Mama, why’d you put a bullet in your head?
It’s not very attractive
You shouldn’t have done it
Daddy wouldn’t approve
I hope you’re apologizing to him in hell
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Mama, the death in your eyes is scaring me
Mama, why won’t you stop bleeding?
Don’t worry, I’ll get a towel and clean you up
The gun lies beside you
It slipped from your finger when you fired
Mind if I borrow it?
Mind if I use your last bullet?
Do you think there’s room in hell for one more?